let it rain.

This path is worn out, full of emotions deep in rooted with in me. How I want to uproot all the hurt and remove the torn pieces. I was on a path full of hurt, anger and unspoken words. But when I ask God to show me this path of brokenness, I bow down to God surrendering. Ask God to never show me that path again. It hurts to much to see, but do I want to go down the path of healing? The path of healing has been knocking at the door. How I am afraid to get rid of the brokenness because it has been there for a long time. I need to LET go, forgive, cling to God. Also to trust that the path of healing will come new things in my life.

Restoration is a key word. God will renew relationships, peoples lives and see the goodness of God. In this new year healing will rain and God is going to many miracles. Today my heart broken for the lost, I started to cry. I feel for the people who are lost. I feel for those people who are longing for love. I feel for those people who want acceptance. I just want to go and talk to them and tell them God loves them. My heart breaks for the lost. I dont know where God is taking me. But this a journey of faith. I feel like my eyes are closed and God has my hand leading me. I am trusting Him to where He wants me to be.

I want to go teach, preach, US missions, reach out to Muslims, cross cultural missions, evangelism, children, youth, young adults and I want to be used in a different way. All of this trails and struggles arent going to be with me forever. I know that it will be gone soon.